Saturday, September 22, 2012

PenPen



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I'm not sure I can even type...I'm so overwhelmed my body is trembling...it's as if I've got these permanent goosebumps and the chills, but in a good way.  I am full - heart, body, mind and soul.  There could have been no greater start to my day today than the call I received from you.  I absolutely LOVE the good woman you are and desire to be. I can't believe that it could actually get better than this, and yet my experience with each passing day tells me, it can, it does, and it will.   

  
As for elevating others,I am certain you can do that just by being you!  You have done it for me already. I have found myself recommitting to living (not just doing) the principles that bring me joy in part because of you. I find myself kneeling with greater purpose,more things to be grateful for, I ponder and prepare more, I now have evidence, not just belief, that great things can be and are ahead. And the most important things is, ktk dah berjaya menggemokkan kmk semula..ohhhhh VITAMIN C !!!! 



Can I just say that not just a tear, but tears of gratitude came to me as I woke up today and read your sms.  You are a rare woman indeed, and I will continue to thank God for meeting you, and trust in His timing and wisdom. 

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I have a long day ahead of me... I will carry you and the hope you bring with me today.  



My absolute best to you dear PenPen, and my continued thanks for all that you give me,

Mon... Shuque ...


Tuesday, July 24, 2012

Oh My Ramadan...

Its not the same at all.


I think this is my 1st Ramadan without my father. I am too tired to do the KKP. The only reason why I am writing this is because this "Shukrie Basrie" is like my open diary and I can get some things off my chest…


Im like sitting here, tearing up, when I know I shouldn’t be… just reminiscing… remembering the good days…the past


Ever since I can remember, my dad is what made Ramadan fun.Decorating with him, going to Bazar with him,listening to his lectures that were always so interesting with his sense of humor,and the youth programs he would put together…


Ramadan is all about testing yourself,getting closer to God.,n to work on yourself. Ramadan is going to be extra tough this year,but Allah did this for a reason.It is all a test.Starting tonight,I am going to work on myself, improve, and  be a better person, Inshallah.


Im going to try to do the best I can. 
btw,please keep the HLF 5 in your prayers.
Your Doa and Sembahyang are always listened to, especially during Ramadan....

Monday, March 12, 2012

Kisah Roti Kawen...


Sedap bila di makan...sambil mengunyah pejam mata dan rasai nikmat intinya yang manis memberi inspirasi kenikmatan yang mutlak...hadirkan lagi rasanya bersama teh panas atau teh tarik....alhamdulillah...syukur....


s/b: rindu.....


Sunday, August 28, 2011

Dari Jauh Ku Pohon Kemaafan...

Aidilfitri kian menjelma, setelah sebulan berpuasa. Keriangan dan kegembiraan tergambar pada wajah setiap insan. Segala-galanya BARU!..
Oleh itu, di hari yang mulia ini saya memohon maaf sekiranya terdapat kesilapan atau terkasar bahasa...semoga segala perbuatan dan perancangan kehidupan kita pada masa hadapan diberkati oleh Allah S.W.T.
Kepada yang dekat saya hulurkan tangan tanda kemaafan, dan kepada yang jauh, terimalah ucapan kemaafan ini.

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI, MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN..

S/B. tahun ini lain suasananya...

Sunday, June 5, 2011

Pilih...














Adakah sebuah perjalanan yang baru bermula itu perlu ditamatkan?


Jika ianya perlu...
~ senyum~

Jika ianya tidak perlu...
~ senyum~


~ Ya Allah...


aku mesti kuat....PERCAYALAH

(SB)
I couldn't know if I...if I will be strong enough for this...I have to choose, do I want to live here? (-__-)

Saturday, June 4, 2011

Mmmmm.....


It's 3 am now in the morning and i havent slept. There so many stuff troubling me. I haven't step out of my house for many days already. I hate going outside so much...


(SB) MiLo Panas!! syukur... ~

Friday, June 3, 2011

Simply Happy...


I wish i could just make you happy and i don't need everything else to be perfect or going good for me to be happy. If it was only me and you on this world i would be perfectly happy with that because you'r all i need....

Need 2b Happie...
Insyallah

(SB)

At this specific moment in time, as I lay in my bed, in the dark, unable to sleep...again, I'm suddenly alone...and more alone than I have ever felt...sort of.. independent..but in a shitty way, not a good way. ~

Thursday, June 2, 2011

Stay Alive My Friend!!



Love would never leave us alone. Only the fittest of the fittest shall survive...so, Stay Alive my Friend!!!! Don't let them change and fool you, or even try to school you!!! We've got a life to live.




I'll try my best...and I'm ready...



(SB) Nenek Ikan Paus Goreng Tepung;coming soon!! The Sweet morning memory~

Why.......


Based around when I used to role play as a child. Most of us still do but probably wouldn´t admit it! We are so consumed with every day bullshit like bills, debt, work and other worries we forget what it´s like to fantasise, to dream! People take life too seriously...

(SB)

Monday, May 23, 2011

Remember....





Born from silence, silence full of it
A perfect concert my best friend
So much to live for, so much to die for
If only my heart had a home

Sing what you can't say
Forget what you can't play
Hasten to drown into beautiful eyes
Walk within my poetry, this dying music
My loveletter to nobody

Never sigh for better world
It's already composed, played and told
Every thought the music I write
Everything a wish for the night

Wrote for the eclipse, wrote for the virgin
Died for the beauty the one in the garden
Created a kingdom, reached for the wisdom
Failed in becoming a god


"If you read this line, remember not the hand that wrote it
Remember only the verse, songmaker's cry the one without tears
For I've given this its strength and it has become my only strength.
Comforting home, mother's lap, chance for immortality
Where being wanted became a thrill I never knew
The sweet piano writing down my life"

"Teach me passion for I fear it's gone
Show me love, hold the lorn
So much more I wanted to give to the ones who love me
I'm sorry
Time will tell this bitter farewell
I live no more to shame nor me nor you

And you... I wish I didn't feel for you anymore..."

(SB)

Thursday, March 17, 2011

Senja Menggila


Tiada terasa senja semakin menggila. Setiap orang ingin tinggal di kota. Mari mencari mengumpulkan rezeki. Sedikit saja untuk sesuap nasi. Menyambut sinar mentari kota. Merasuk peluk membelai jiwa. Berpadu satu menuju cita bersama makmur sejahtera.

Rezeki mesti dicari. Apa yang penting adalah ianya "Halal". Kenikmatan dan kepuasan rezeki yang sedikit itu mampu membuat kita bersemangat untuk terus hidup dan yang paling penting adalah ianya akan menjadikan kita sebagai "Insan yang Bersyukur" kepada-NYA...

:-)